I just cannot explain why I am so gloomy for these recent days
My mind is just puzzling
Sometime, I get angry and spell many bad words to my Dad
Sorry, I really didn’t mean it
It was just happening like that
I cannot control myself
My feeling…I cannot predict what it wants to be
Maybe I only need to burst into tears
Releasing all burdens
And all hard feeling
Terrible ones from my mind
Do I need more fresh air?
I have traveled far away…
Still, I need more and more fresh air
Ya Allah, I really do not know any more.
What do I want?
These tears…do I hold it too long?
So that, it is more painful inside…
What can I do now?
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