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The Climb

This is one of my favorite songs…

“The Climb”

I can almost see it, that dream I’m dreaming but,
there’s a voice inside my head saying, you’ll never reach it.
Every step I’m taking, every move I make feels
lost with no direction, my faith is shaking,
But I, I gotta keep trying.
I gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
And sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
It ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about whats waiting on the other side.
It’s the climb.

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking,
Sometimes might knock me down
But no I’m not breaking.
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most,
Yeah, just gotta keep going.
And I, I got be strong.

Gotta keep on pushing on, cuz

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle.
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about whats waitin on the other side.
Its the climb.

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith, babe.
It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb.
Keep the faith.
keep your faith

Whoa oh oh oh


April 23, 2011 Posted by | Uncategorized | Leave a comment


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April 23, 2011 Posted by | Be a Learner | 2 Comments

These are My Writing Compositions

These are some of my writing compositions when I was still taking Writing III in the fourth semester… Hhm, go check the mistakes then, hehe…

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April 7, 2011 Posted by | Be a Learner | Leave a comment

Starting from Zero

I know I have made many mistakes for the last past years.

I didn’t keep my promises.

I lied to many people.

I pretended to be someone, not the real me.

I blamed into may conditions.

Well, I admit I do make many wrong ways.


There I will go…

Starting from zero.

Making more new things…

Need to be more focus doing something…


To be more honest….

April 1, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!! | Leave a comment

I’m Heading to a New Direction

Even I’m still confused with the directions popped up in my mind, I need to go to one direction…

Failure. Sadness. Unpredictability. Mood…

You name it…

At least, I can choose one of them…

Let me heading to that direction…


March 14, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!! | Leave a comment

This One Step

My dream was only one step left to be true

Now, I burst on my tears…

Tearing my life down into the bottom

I believed I could make it

Now, I just cannot go on…

ya Allah, give me strength to stand up again…

It is just too hard for me to get my soul back…

March 2, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!! | Leave a comment

Expecting Lots of Stuff

Yes, I do expect those stuff to be mine
I’m already crazy with those unending dreams
I’m standing in the line when I cannot move to the other
I tied up myself here
Nowhere to go
Maybe just waiting
Until…I just cannot wait and I’m already becoming a nut…

March 1, 2011 Posted by | Bete dot com | Leave a comment

Everybody is Moving Around

I like seeing new people in new places

Sometimes, I just enjoy peole wandering around

Predicting what those people are doing

Smiling when seeing people who look so happy

Becoming sad when notice that many people are just not as lucky as others

Here, I’m just staying still

Still waiting for the announcement to come

Afterwards, I will decide what I’m gonna do

Yep! Confusing and kind of foolish thing

I cannot picture it

Whether this is a real sign

or I just make it like this

I do not know

No idea in my head…

Maybe, I will continue to enjoy looking at people who are moving around.

February 14, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!!, My Dreamz | Leave a comment


I don’t have that feeling again

Seems like it vanished

Gone with my worries

Carried by my own defensiveness


I cannot sense a thing

I’m not able to predict

or I’m just too afraid with my prediction

Maybe I was just selfish, conceited…

But, the truth is I am brittle

It’s hard to breathe

It’s like I put a big stone on my chest

No fresh air in or out

All gone…



Ya Rabb, I cannot think any kind of things clearly… Am I hopeless? Why did these dreams vanish? Can I really grab it as a real one, reality…


February 13, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!! | Leave a comment


I’m afraid

At the first time, I thought the result will be surely what I want

After I struggled, I was very sure I could pass

Between two possibilities, I believe I can achieve the best one

Why is life full of possibilities?

What does life mean if it doesn’t have any possibilities?

Even possibilities are so torturing

Expect. Hope. Dream. Pray.

Get the final conclusion of many possibilities

Ya Rabb, I was so afraid I couldn’t survive

It was like a disaster for me

Yeah, I mentioned it too much

The fact is it’s very difficult for me to breathe

Can I make myself happy by thinking positively?

Huft! I’m sure that You ask me to always think the best one…

Let me grab the fresh air… Please!

February 11, 2011 Posted by | I just run!!! | Leave a comment